me, myself and me again! :D

RAYA! RAYA! RAYA!

2009-09-22T07:38:00.001-07:00

heyy lovelies ;);)

it's raya! am i excited? emmm... NOT! the first day of raya sucked! all my baju were sooooooooooo effing big. pagi-pagi sudah kusut ani baa. i was like, 'maaaaaa! baju ku longgar aa. bida eeeehhhh.' to my mum. so, she asked me to wear something else. so, i ended up wearing my old baju. pffffftttttt. nice thing to start off my raya eyy. :/ then, we had to send it to the tailor to make all my baju smaller.

so today, it's the second day of raya. only went to tua's house. it was nice seeing them all. i just love 'em to bits! :D

tomorrow, mummy kerja. :( i'll be very-very bored staying at home. but........ i can wake up extremely late. :D HAHA! and i am looking forward for this thursday cos i have a raya trip with friends and sayang will join us too. YEAY!! speaking of my sayang, I MISS HIM DARN MUCH! :S

aight, i'm signing off now!

RAYA! RAYA! RAYA!

2009-09-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time..... :)

2009-09-18T07:28:00.001-07:00

HEYYYYYYYYY! I'M BACK :D wow, i've abandoned this blog for two months now. haaaaa. i'm just to lazy to update. hee. anyways, life has been so hectic. as y'all know, the o'levs will start in October. luckily, my exam will start on the 19th. phewww. still have more time to revise. :)

let me just tell you guys briefly about the highlights during the past two months.

The Day when the June O'levs Results were out.
- my sister, mummy and I went to Gadong to do some shopping and when we were in the car, mummy checked her phone and she was like 'eh, A, B, C and E.' automatically i shouted bcos i knew that was my result and i just couldn't stop shouting. both kaka and mummy were annoyed by me. HAHA. Syukur Alhamdulillah i passed my June O'levs. 3o's out of 4. kacau POA aa. but i'll work even harder for Nov :)

The arrival of Ramadhan :)
- i was so looking forward for this. cos its the only time i can lose some weight. haha. for my 4th monthsary with shahrol, i invited him to sungkai at my house and he loved my cooking. thanks love! ;)

Sayang's 17th birthday.
- it was on monday. in the morn, it was the usual school day and in the afternoon, we both had our bm oral which went well :) then, balik rumah. gegas2 mandi and stuff. fetched kaka di lambak and went to sengkurong. then, went to take the cupcakes i ordered. lawa the cupcakes aa. hee. had sungkai with sayang araa Amal's daddy's restaurant. surprised him and he loved it. hehe.

now, Raya is just few days ahead. i am soooooo not looking forward for Raya as it'll not gonna be as meriah as dulu. everything has changed. :/ plus i'm gonna be sad leaving the holy month of Ramadhan. :(

Anyhoo, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all the Muslims out there :D

p.s : don't mind the grammar errors. i didn't bother to check lagi. :)

i miss you, granma.

2009-07-21T07:02:00.001-07:00

its been ages since i last updated this blog. i've abandoned it. i just don't have the time to update it. plus imma lazyhead. so yeah. :D to start off, school had started two weeks ago and life has been so hectic. with all the chores and homeworks that i have to do and the qualifyings are around the corner, 10 days to be exact ;S and i am soooooooo not readyyyyy. -_-' i know i know, i should start doing my revision. but i don't know whats wrong with me. the lazyness took over me, i guess. pfft the heck. the mood swings that i am having made me very-very down and i hate it everytime it happens because i tend to be furious and not being myself. its just so many things are happening and revolve around me. but nevertheless, im thankful to God that i am still living in this beautiful world that God had created because i've got so many things to explore.

and now, i miss granmaaaaaa alot :( i miss talking to her, i miss to eat the food that she used to cook, i miss everything! nenek, i wish you're here to see all your grandchildren be successful and live happily with their own family. i love you, so much! :'(

lalalala~

2009-06-10T04:05:00.001-07:00

omg! im getting fatter and fatter each day. well, it's no surprise. i admit that i ate a lot this past few weeks. pfft ;/ i need to cut down all the carbs and start eating more veggies and fruits. i also need to jogg atleast twice a week. gaaaaaahhhhh!

anyhoo, today is my mom's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! :D you're getting older but still lawa. heeee ;)

now, time to talk about school. tadi, si cintaaaa a.k.a si zira sekolaaaaah. :D i miss her, seriously. pasal yesterday she didn't go to school and i was damn lonely. apa nya shfq, 'sahan emo'. damn you fiq! mana ada aku mcm emo. hahaha :p we had our assembly and it was so hot! it lasted for about 30-45mins. membari sasak. pfft. after that, math class. did our revision on congruency and similarity. though it was a form three topic but it's hard, confusing much ;/ after math, physics class. we spent our 25mins on copying notes. then, break time! ;D went to kantin as usual, then to the ict lab where we watched again our project that we did for inforama. we WON! we were in the 2nd place. :8):8) haha. took pictures for the school magazine and then, masuk class. had our english. then, geography. i yawned a lot during this class. haha. boring baaaaaa. heee. went home at 1 and had the chance to talk with him. it was nice talking with him :)

so, i've spilled out everything and especially in the school part, detail much? naaa. belum lagi semua ku buat tu. haha ;p okay, off to do my night routine. bye lovelies :):)

:)

2009-06-07T00:05:00.001-07:00

a brief updates on the past few days.

thursday : skipped school and went to ucu's house. also went to kubur. it was an emotional day for all of us )':

friday : feeling much better but my sayang wasn't in a good mood. that put me in a bad mood also. thanks to trish cos made me laugh. nothing much happened.

saturday : went to school. thought that i've ruined the surprise birthday party for our beloved girls ; gmoe, erah, fiqaa, effa and izaa. a guy said something that hurt my feeling. well, i didn't know anything but nyeh. whatever. in the end, it went well. the food were delicious and the girls were all happy. that was all that counts. :)

today : woke up around 10. guess what? that asshole msg-ed me saying that he can't stop thinking of me. BULLSHIT! i won't fall for that. i am not the same girl that you used to fool dulu. you're nothing to me now (:

sekarang, im waiting for 4.30 cos i wanna go jogging with him :D

granma ...

2009-06-04T23:05:00.000-07:00

nek, i miss you )':

my beloved granma passed away on wednesday. it was a shocking news for all of us. i wasn't there to see her for the very last time. i also didn't got the chance to kiss her. all i can do now is just pray for her. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin ya rabbal alamin. your children and grandchildren will be missing you nek. always.

another random post.

2009-06-02T06:27:00.001-07:00

heyya bloggers ;) im just bored, feeling like blogging. so here i am typing and constructing sentences and bla bla bla. hahaha.

so, lets start off with my monday. went to gadong with sayang and bibi. sayang belanja us makan at KFC and i didn't finished eating my chicken. isi baa, inda nyaman. plus kenyang sudaa. heeee :D met fiza and her spouse and also nisa with her siblings i guess. then, went to kbox, sang two songs which unfortunately bibi had to go home early which left me and sayang saja. then, at 5.30, watched Night At The Museum 2. laughed all the way till the movie ended. the movie was so funnnnayyyy. haha. the movie ended prolly around 7.15. after that, went to have our dinner. his cute lil cousin was there. cute and chubby ehh. but i can't play with her cos gegas balik. hehe. at 8, balik :)

then, tuesday which is today. school was okay tadi, didn't had the chance to meet him ;/ and in the afternoon, i was so stressed out. i don't know why. he was the victim of my moodswing. sorry love :( i also heard a bad news about granma which made me really-really down. thanks to him for making me feel much much better. :) nothing much happened today. nyeh.

now, i am annoyed by my lil brother. gaaaaahhh!

FATINAH.

what a day ..

2009-05-31T14:21:00.001-07:00

went to Guardian in Giant kemarin. one word, CROWDED! i only wanted to buy mama's plaster and my toothbrush. but it took me about 30mins. the woman infront me lagi batah kan pay her stuffs. plus mama parked jauh, i have to walk under the scorching sun. it took me like forever to reach the car. gaaaaahhhh! annoying much? err YES! i know laa it was ABDB's birthday, but do they have to haga just one store to go for shopping? banyak jua lagi kedai lain. typical bruneians jua benar. and i saw that bitch which added to my annoyance. true she's hot but what zira said, " a bitch never wins over a typical girl " was all true. it made me felt better. thanks cintaa ;D

in the afternoon, went jogging with si shh. haha i love calling him that. but pity him. batuk2 pun, still mau jogging. he did that just to see me. aww~ thank you sayang ;) so, spent an hour or so talking craps and taking pictures of the sky *since nada kerja ;p i love the fact that he layan me when i talked craps. cuba ia inda layan, ku tumbuk tu. haha. kidding. went home around 6.45pm.

at night, nothing interesting happened. did my usual routine, be a nurse for mama for about half an hour. then, watched korean drama with mama which by the way one of the actors is so hot! haha. then, went to bed. boring and dull right? I KNOW! hahaha.

but overall, my day went well. i love the afternoon especially ;)

and now, its 5.16am and im blogging. maybe, i'll go back to sleep after this. im still sleepy baa. hee.

btw, GOOOOOODDDD MORNINGGGGG PEOPLE! :D:D

FATINAH :)

i miss him.

2009-05-30T00:23:00.000-07:00

FREEDOM! EXAM'S OVER! :D:D hahaha. but then, im dissapointed with my results. gaaaaahhh! my dad will be pissed off looking at my results. ;S

anyways, last thursday i had my POA2 which was also the last paper for June O'level. it was so friggin' hard. cher jamilah told us that the topic partnership prolly won't come out cos last year june there was a question about that topic. but IT DID CAME OUT! plus non-trading. both topics we haven't learn. so, guess what? i leave it blank. what do you expect? i didn't know a thing about the two topics. hahaha. just hope that i'll pass :)

and now, im missing him so bad ):

FATINAH

a confession of a lazy teenage girl. haha

2009-05-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings :D here i am again, feeling sleepy yet im still here writing and expressing my feelings in this e-diary. haha :p watevs.

i wanted to share with you guys about our trip to BSP. we started our journey at 12pm. it supposed to be an one hour journey but since the bus driver drove so fast *being sarcastic here!*, the one hour journey turned into a two hour journey. the speed was about 60km/h and it annoyed us. and our annoyance were added with this hindustan dvd that we unwillingly watched which do not have subtitles! oh for God's sake, inda jua kami faham tu!! but i did laugh at one part cos chali baa. hahaha. to kill our boredom in the bus, zira and i made a new word and sang our silly song. p.s ; zira, you have the potential to be a lyricist! haha ;p then, at 2pm, we arrived at Kelab Ria Seria. overall, it was ok but overcrowded. i dont bother to look around. only arah BLNG and i won a price *big grin* haha. well, im not interested in working there jua though the salary is well-paid. im not a physics or chemistry lover. what can i say? haha :p after that, we have to face the two hour journey back to school all over again with the hindustan dvd playing from the start. pfft. it was a freaking exhausted trip and it was not worth my time. true. no offence. :):)

then today, i had my biology practical. the first question was okay and i managed to answer all of it but when it came to question 2, i didnt know what to do. i just antam2 the answer. janji siap baa. heee. sorry miss K :D:D but i love today's afternoon. i spent time with him. whee ~ haha apaan. btw if he's reading this, thanks for the afternoon hunn (:

and im not looking forward for tomorrow as we'll be having a physics practical and ICAS briefing. followed by the written exams and JUNE OLEVEL EXAMS!!! i haven't study a thing. how can i pass my exams if i keep up with this lazy attitude of mine? :/ it'll be a very stressful month. and oh yeah, english debate will be held on the 21st of May! dang it! we will be competing with St.Andrews as we are the preposition team. huh -_-'

okay, i do not want to think about anything. i just wanna lay down on my bed, hugging my heart-shaped pillow and wait for him to text me. *OUT OF TOPIC! hahaha :p:p ok then, im off now. byebye :D

FATINAH.

just another random post (:

2009-05-04T21:55:00.001-07:00

hi people! :D i know its been awhile since i last updated this blog. haven't got the time (yea right! :p) haha. anyhoo, i have tons of story to share with you guys. (:(:

lets start off with last week's monday. me, zira and her two sisters and also not forget to mention, dumi, went to the mall and watched Coming Soon. the movie started at 7.50pm til 9.20pm. the movie was so emm lets just say full of surprises ;D amal which is zira's sister was shouting all the time and made zira and i shout too. we were the only one that do most of the shouting. sanak kali orang eh. hahaha. then, we went home around 10+pm. thanks to them cos making my monday night so fun :):) and oh yeah! we saw rahemie! OMG! it was like a dream come true to both zira and i *hope my SB wont be jealous. hee :D:D

next story is about the last day we were in the ICT lab to do final touch-up to our inforama project. it was pretty sad because we've spent there about two weeks or so. i miss the times when we checked our facebooks using the lab's computers and no one stopped us from doing so haha, when amal and i laughed out loud like crazy people, teased peacoo and gmoo, ate kuaci there and shafiq made a mess and we have to clean it and etc. pokoknya, i miss EVERYTHING! ):):

and now, all the 5J's students are on our way to Seria cos we'll be hearing taklimat about the scholarships that BSP offer. im tired and sleepy *yawn. i just hope it'll worth my time. hee.

okay, i'll stop here. oh yeah, one more thing. if you're reading this sayang, I MISS YOU DARN MUCH! :(

FATINAH.

2009-04-19T01:42:00.000-07:00

oh God! its hot. i mean, REALLY HOT!! global warming jua bnr. please people. stop making the ozone layer thinner. i cant bare the hotness anymore. *apaan haha. so, last night i went to kaka's house cos they were celebrating trish's birthday. went there with ka filah, mul and him :D:D it was fun tho i was very tired and trish wasnt in a good mood. ia inda mau layan aku :( the cupcakes were cute with elmo as its design. the cake nyaman~ the icecream, nyaman beb. its worthed jua laa cos kaka batah pilih cake aa. hahaha. ok, im out of words sudaa cos of the hotness that i am facing right now. haha. so, au revoir :D

bla bla bla :D

2009-04-17T05:29:00.001-07:00

hello people :D well, tonight is very very dull and its making my life even boring. haha. but tadi my niece datang and spent her time here with her mama. i miss her already :( si trish i mean, not her mama :p

anyhoo~ yesterday afternoon, there was a parents-teachers meeting for form five and three. luckily, my dad ambil and signed my report sheet saja. he was like bengang and ia tanya, 'kenapa maths mu 70 saja nie *while pointing at the sheet*?' and i answered, 'sudah ku gtau aku inda pandai maths. *buat muka half takut.*' then, my daddy diam. thank god ia inda lecture me. hahaha. well yeah, its true. i suck at math but i hope i'll get atleast a C or a B for my maths time June nie. AMIN~ overall, thursday was great for both me and amal. iajaa dalenk? if inda, diam shaa. haha.

ok ok, i need to go watch my favourite korean drama. haha. night everyone :)

the ideas came right before i sleep :p

2009-04-14T07:38:00.001-07:00

hello earthlings :D its 10.24pm and im still wide awake. tadi, i thought about what i should do before i sleep. then, blogging popped out. so, here i am writing this crap bla bla bla. haha :p

btw during the chemistry practical, something unexpected happened. i was doing the titration when suddenly the tip of the burette terlepas and all the solution spilled. not forget to mention. the solution is not colourless, its PURPLE! yeah, PURPLE!! thank god inda terkena my uniform. just my hand and arah tudong sikit. we can easily washed it away with the other solution, i forgot the name. haha. im just exagerating the story abit :p

so, i had my oral tadi and the reading was OK but when it came to the conversation time, i stucked and i said something stupid! hahaha. i was very very nervous eh. my hand was shaking like crazy. but in the end, i managed to finish my oral. it was a big relieve. so, tinggal the written exam lagi which is one month away. i havent revise anything yet :S

i think i should end this. if inda, i'll be writing more crap. you'll die of boredom if you keep reading. haha.

ok, toodles. night night everyone (:

FATINAH.

SELLING BROWN FLATS.

2009-04-02T08:18:00.001-07:00

im selling a brown flats which never been used.
the price - $18.
if you're interested, text me up at this number -> 8866639.
thank you :)

2009-04-02T08:02:00.002-07:00

hey earthlings :D

guess what?? i am not satisfied with my test results.

the marks for the other three other subjects :

maths - 70
biology - 62
physics - 74

but atleast i passed all the subjects. syukur alhamdulillah :)

and tadi i cut my hair and i LOVE it!! :D:D

this is my new hair......

ayte, till here (:

fatinah LOVELOVES.

hi, hello! =D

2009-03-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

hello people! i haven't been updating this blog. been busy lately. well, as you all know, school has started. but thank god extra classes will start next week. haha. but i have to start revising cos june o'level is one month away~ i just hope i'll do well in the exams. anyhoo... this is what i got for my first monthly test :-

B.Melayu- 64
English- 70
Geography- 81
POA- 100
Chemistry- 70
MIB- 89
i'm still waiting for three other papers.

see guys! i suck at my bm. hahaha. payah baa~~ its embarassing tho cos its my mother language but still i cant managed to get atleast grade B. pfft :/

okay, i have to go now. toodles~ :D

fatinah. loveloves.

2009-03-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

see, i've changed the layout again. haha.
but this time, for sho, im not gonna change it lagi.
i did it last night. at first, i chose 3 layouts.
but.......

the first one, the background nada.
the second one, inda lawa.
the third one which is the current layout, lawa~~
but as usual, i have to change here and there.
the result is walaa~ BEAUTIFUL :D

p.s ; dorling amal, if you're reading this, lawa kaa layout ani?
if you don't like it, tell me aa x)

fatinah ♥

random.

2009-03-25T07:36:00.002-07:00

its 11.30pm now and i feel like blogging :D today was GREAT! i had fun tadi with si amal at her daddy's restaurant. we were there dari pukul 1 till 6.30. 5 freaking hours! OH GOD! hahaha. while i was there, i downloaded miley's song, the climb. i ♥ this song muchmuch. heee. and ohh yeah, i also downloaded some past year papers. i only found POA, Chemistry and Physisc ; only year 2003 and 2006. after that, we wasted our time in finishing this blog. haha. amal came out with a lot of names for this blog but ......... long story. hahaha :p i was having difficulties in finding the perfect layout for this blog and after thousands of layouts, we found this current layout. but...... i have to change everything. so many works had to be done. i think i'll change it again soon cos there are problems which i prefer to call 'technical difficulties'. hahaha. then, at 6.30, mama picked us up and we sent amal home. after that, mama and I went to Giant. there were a lot of people. i know its PAYDAY but do the people have to go there at the same time?? pfft :/ i really wanted to go home cepat2 at that time cos i hate to be in a crowded place. err, thats much it. omg! i suck at ending this crap. hahaha. anyhoo~ im off to bed now. toodles (;

fatinah ♥