RAYA! RAYA! RAYA!

heyy lovelies ;);)

it's raya! am i excited? emmm... NOT! the first day of raya sucked! all my baju were sooooooooooo effing big. pagi-pagi sudah kusut ani baa. i was like, 'maaaaaa! baju ku longgar aa. bida eeeehhhh.' to my mum. so, she asked me to wear something else. so, i ended up wearing my old baju. pffffftttttt. nice thing to start off my raya eyy. :/ then, we had to send it to the tailor to make all my baju smaller.

so today, it's the second day of raya. only went to tua's house. it was nice seeing them all. i just love 'em to bits! :D

tomorrow, mummy kerja. :( i'll be very-very bored staying at home. but........ i can wake up extremely late. :D HAHA! and i am looking forward for this thursday cos i have a raya trip with friends and sayang will join us too. YEAY!! speaking of my sayang, I MISS HIM DARN MUCH! :S

aight, i'm signing off now!

RAYA! RAYA! RAYA!

heyy lovelies ;);)

it's raya! am i excited? emmm... NOT! the first day of raya sucked! all my baju were sooooooooooo effing big. pagi-pagi sudah kusut ani baa. i was like, 'maaaaaa! baju ku longgar aa. bida eeeehhhh.' to my mum. so, she asked me to wear something else. so, i ended up wearing my old baju. pffffftttttt. nice thing to start off my raya eyy. :/ then, we had to send it to the tailor to make all my baju smaller.

so today, it's the second day of raya. only went to tua's house. it was nice seeing them all. i just love 'em to bits! :D

tomorrow, mummy kerja. :( i'll be very-very bored staying at home. but........ i can wake up extremely late. :D HAHA! and i am looking forward for this thursday cos i have a raya trip with friends and sayang will join us too. YEAY!! speaking of my sayang, I MISS HIM DARN MUCH! :S

aight, i'm signing off now!

it's been a long time..... :)

HEYYYYYYYYY! I'M BACK :D wow, i've abandoned this blog for two months now. haaaaa. i'm just to lazy to update. hee. anyways, life has been so hectic. as y'all know, the o'levs will start in October. luckily, my exam will start on the 19th. phewww. still have more time to revise. :)

let me just tell you guys briefly about the highlights during the past two months.

The Day when the June O'levs Results were out.
- my sister, mummy and I went to Gadong to do some shopping and when we were in the car, mummy checked her phone and she was like 'eh, A, B, C and E.' automatically i shouted bcos i knew that was my result and i just couldn't stop shouting. both kaka and mummy were annoyed by me. HAHA. Syukur Alhamdulillah i passed my June O'levs. 3o's out of 4. kacau POA aa. but i'll work even harder for Nov :)

The arrival of Ramadhan :)
- i was so looking forward for this. cos its the only time i can lose some weight. haha. for my 4th monthsary with shahrol, i invited him to sungkai at my house and he loved my cooking. thanks love! ;)

Sayang's 17th birthday.
- it was on monday. in the morn, it was the usual school day and in the afternoon, we both had our bm oral which went well :) then, balik rumah. gegas2 mandi and stuff. fetched kaka di lambak and went to sengkurong. then, went to take the cupcakes i ordered. lawa the cupcakes aa. hee. had sungkai with sayang araa Amal's daddy's restaurant. surprised him and he loved it. hehe.

now, Raya is just few days ahead. i am soooooo not looking forward for Raya as it'll not gonna be as meriah as dulu. everything has changed. :/ plus i'm gonna be sad leaving the holy month of Ramadhan. :(

Anyhoo, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all the Muslims out there :D

p.s : don't mind the grammar errors. i didn't bother to check lagi. :)

i miss you, granma.

its been ages since i last updated this blog. i've abandoned it. i just don't have the time to update it. plus imma lazyhead. so yeah. :D to start off, school had started two weeks ago and life has been so hectic. with all the chores and homeworks that i have to do and the qualifyings are around the corner, 10 days to be exact ;S and i am soooooooo not readyyyyy. -_-' i know i know, i should start doing my revision. but i don't know whats wrong with me. the lazyness took over me, i guess. pfft the heck. the mood swings that i am having made me very-very down and i hate it everytime it happens because i tend to be furious and not being myself. its just so many things are happening and revolve around me. but nevertheless, im thankful to God that i am still living in this beautiful world that God had created because i've got so many things to explore.

and now, i miss granmaaaaaa alot :( i miss talking to her, i miss to eat the food that she used to cook, i miss everything! nenek, i wish you're here to see all your grandchildren be successful and live happily with their own family. i love you, so much! :'(

lalalala~

omg! im getting fatter and fatter each day. well, it's no surprise. i admit that i ate a lot this past few weeks. pfft ;/ i need to cut down all the carbs and start eating more veggies and fruits. i also need to jogg atleast twice a week. gaaaaaahhhhh!

anyhoo, today is my mom's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! :D you're getting older but still lawa. heeee ;)

now, time to talk about school. tadi, si cintaaaa a.k.a si zira sekolaaaaah. :D i miss her, seriously. pasal yesterday she didn't go to school and i was damn lonely. apa nya shfq, 'sahan emo'. damn you fiq! mana ada aku mcm emo. hahaha :p we had our assembly and it was so hot! it lasted for about 30-45mins. membari sasak. pfft. after that, math class. did our revision on congruency and similarity. though it was a form three topic but it's hard, confusing much ;/ after math, physics class. we spent our 25mins on copying notes. then, break time! ;D went to kantin as usual, then to the ict lab where we watched again our project that we did for inforama. we WON! we were in the 2nd place. :8):8) haha. took pictures for the school magazine and then, masuk class. had our english. then, geography. i yawned a lot during this class. haha. boring baaaaaa. heee. went home at 1 and had the chance to talk with him. it was nice talking with him :)

so, i've spilled out everything and especially in the school part, detail much? naaa. belum lagi semua ku buat tu. haha ;p okay, off to do my night routine. bye lovelies :):)

:)

a brief updates on the past few days.

thursday : skipped school and went to ucu's house. also went to kubur. it was an emotional day for all of us )':

friday : feeling much better but my sayang wasn't in a good mood. that put me in a bad mood also. thanks to trish cos made me laugh. nothing much happened.

saturday : went to school. thought that i've ruined the surprise birthday party for our beloved girls ; gmoe, erah, fiqaa, effa and izaa. a guy said something that hurt my feeling. well, i didn't know anything but nyeh. whatever. in the end, it went well. the food were delicious and the girls were all happy. that was all that counts. :)

today : woke up around 10. guess what? that asshole msg-ed me saying that he can't stop thinking of me. BULLSHIT! i won't fall for that. i am not the same girl that you used to fool dulu. you're nothing to me now (:

sekarang, im waiting for 4.30 cos i wanna go jogging with him :D

granma ...

nek, i miss you )':

my beloved granma passed away on wednesday. it was a shocking news for all of us. i wasn't there to see her for the very last time. i also didn't got the chance to kiss her. all i can do now is just pray for her. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. amin ya rabbal alamin. your children and grandchildren will be missing you nek. always.